I am now 24.

I wasn't looking forward to being 24 and if I think about it hard I'm not a big fan but as usual, doesn't feel much different.

Had a great night last night :) drank too much wine which was quite funny, I expect the photos will be incredibly unattractive but actually, who cares?

I do remember having a rant about the lack of available single eligible men around the place... I have no idea where one is supposed to meet one. Is very odd. If you'd have asked me 5 years ago where I saw myself in 5 years time I would have said married, engaged at the least, in my own house, with a job. Even if you'd have asked me 1 year ago where I would be today I'd have said probably engaged, maybe in my own house, definitely with a job. As it turned out I am now single, living with my parents, in a job that ends in 5 months. The best laid plans of mice and men... This fact does depress me quite often and some days it's hard to see a way out of feeling like this, but I know inside that I have a few great friends who I can trust to always always be there when I need them. And for now that is more than enough.

Anyway, must go and do some work.
Love love love xxx

I am so hopeless at keeping a blog. Genuinely, just useless. Anyway, here I am over a month later.

Birthday next week, 24. I'm not very excited about being 24, it's a bit of a nothing age really. 23 I have quite liked. Even though it has been one of my worst years, I didn't mind 23. I will be glad to go out though. Memories of my last birthday don't make me happy so it will be nice to make some new ones.

Booked something exciting yesterday, am going to have a makeover photo shoot over the Easter holidays. Really looking forward to it. I generally hate all photos of myself, they never turn out how I think I look when I look in the mirror. So it will be nice to see if the photographer can work a bit of magic and make me look half decent.

I have a few nice things coming up in the next few weeks, which is good for me, because it will take my mind off things. I know the next few weeks are going to be tough mentally for various reasons so it's good to have stuff to look forward to. Seeing Jason Mraz in April, and also McFly, so that's very exciting, and also going to see Rob Brydon which I'm really looking forward to.

Had a very thoughtful day yesterday, listened to a lot of new music which is something I enjoy, it is really an outlet for me. Current favourite albums include:

Fearless - Taylor Swift
All I ever wanted - Kelly Clarkson
Mr. A-Z - Jason Mraz
Coco - Colbie Caillat
We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things - Jason Mraz
Dreaming out loud - OneRepublic
The Script - The Script

Anyway, this is probably really boring.
Will try to write something interesting before too long.